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decisions, decisions, decisons...
Hey all
Well, as of...last week sometime (23rd june) my brother (who was living in Aberdeen) came home pretty much for good.
Its been crap so far to be honest (asides from the barbeque on saturday! and the many many family dinners) he has a control-freak streak in him (he was a squadron leader at air cadets, go figure!) and right now, i dont like being told what to do, put down and made to feel crap!
His wife on the other hand, seems quite subdued for some reason or other, she was much nicer before he came to stay! lol.
Have made the decision that I want to move away for university, have proposed it to dad and have got the a-ok, sister too. so thats good. right now the first choice is the university of Dundee, then Glasgow, then Birmingham then sheffield! all to dentistry! i just hope i get into at least one of them!
Managed to get my dental project sorted out. so people i need your help a little now! what kind of project can i carry out in a dental practice?! id like it to be a comparison of something, but how exactly can you compare within a practice which is (rather oddly) mainly only one ethnicity?! so i cant compare between ethinicities, what else can i compare?!!
right now theres something really weird going on with my head. i dont know whether or not i posted about me being diagnosed with anxiety, but i was speaking to the lady at the doctors the other week and my sleep patterns came into conversation.
I have, VERY odd sleep patterns. i go to bed around 10, fall asleep somewhere between 11/1. and i may/usually wake up during the night at least once. the weird thing...it is ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS quarter to the next hour! so its either 2.45, or 3.45 or 4.45 or even 1.45! its annoying! lol. and we've also concluded that that is what is affecting my concentration and may also be affecting the anxiety i experience....so, i need to book another appointment with my doctor to discuss sleep control tablets....(tranquilizers! lol)
aaaaaaanyway! im getting tired now and i need to tidy my room and do a few other things!
hope everyone is enjoying the heatwave! hayfever sucks. lol.
on a slightly nicer note, i am meeting bubs and aish on wednesday for tea! lol. should be bloody interesting to say the least!
night night all!
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I NEED TO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THIS FAMILY. why on earth does NOTHING EVER follow ANY form of logic? why the fuck is the blame ALWAYS put on me. its ALWAYS me that starts it up apparently. they're not fucking blind to everyone else are they now?! it takes the fucking piss. and then they wonder why we want to all go away for university. you know what? fuck it. im not even going to bother to put any local uni's down. see how they like it then. im sick of this. im totally fucking sick of this.
20-not-so-bad!
hey all!
seems to be a looot of negativity around the new platform! personally, i dont think its too bad, although everyone may be irritated for the simple fact that its change from what people are used to! it just means getting used to it again! and i must admit, looks a helluva lot nicer than the old platform! its more sleek and clean! also, http means gooood! lol.
well, will be updating properly after my last exam on wednesday! (chemistry-all 3 modules!))
not much been going on to be honest, mainly just exams and revising for them! lol. although a fair amount of other stuffs too, some of which i may or may not post up on here! probably will because, frankly, i couldnt give a flying fuck who knows. it works out better for us and its the other persons fault, they made the shit, they can now eat it as far as im concerned!
well, must go! chemistry revision is a-calling!